Tell me, should I push myself to be at my best in academic? Tell me.
I never ever have thought this in my entire life. Well none in the family foresee it. I will cry, nope. I am crying. I just can’t help it. This is my home. It’s the real home for me.My heart is here. You can always find me there everyday before. No absent. I am Angel because of this place but knowing that none will be left, I don’t know. Our bread and butter.. This place.. Only if I knew years ago atleast, I should have saved more. Thousands I get from my work. The money used to buy my camera, things and laptop. But everything happens for a reason,right? But God is good.. I know He is good. He removes a certain part of our life because he’s gonna put better and give lesson.
When your partner doesn’t trust you, it feels like letting him stab you at your face with permission.
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I’m a hell and paradise.
So, I had lunch with my group mates earlier after having a failed shooting. One of my classmates asked, “Bakit di ka nasama sa inuman nila.. Bla bla bla?” Haha I laughed when I heard that question. I was actually aware of hanging out with them. I choose my friends carefully. Nights are too dark, alcohol is too witty,none could predict when they played on you. Because after all, what you did will be remembered. What’s destroyed is destroyed forever.. -Reputation.
I feel so bad that I was receiving such messages after doing my part well. Partly, it was my fault because I recommended them and I also feel guilty that their precious wedding wasn’t documented well. Even I, got mad when I saw the video. But if giving few of my time will make them feel better, I’ll do. I just hoped that people who were lucky to be given jobs, become responsible.
Sir Tiu said, “1 got the perfect score in the interview, her confidence is consistent.Bla bla bla….She’s substantial and her level of maturity is very good.If I were the employer, I will call her right away and set the second interview.Blablablahh”
Omygad hahaha I so love the things I’m not prepared of. **Kilig. First was the Rotc exam then this. But of course, “Half of the battle has won if you prepared for it.”
I hated myself that day for shooting the wrong target.
"Because I don’t live in either my past or my future. I’m interested only in the present. If you can concentrate always on the present,you’ll be a happy man. You’ll see that there is life in desert,that there are stars in the heavens and that tribesmen fight because they are part of human race. Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we’re living right now"
This is my favourite part in the book, “The Alchemist”. I may have hurt a few in my decisions, I may had the wrong choice of words, I may have been rude on how I said it but I wanted to live. I’ve lost myself for long and I want to find it. I don’t want to spend more seconds in seeking my past and wanting to feel what is over. I just want to live today.